i’m so fucking mad at myself right now

i saw a man about to beat his girlfriend tonight

luckily, i stopped him from hitting her several times….

….unfortunately, he took her about a block away, twisted her arm, and proceeded to throw her into buildings……. over…. and over…. and over…..

and, when i started to run to try to stop it, my friend pointed out that, even if we called the cops, it would just probably get them deported.

which fucking sucks, because that’s why he knows he “can” hit her.
if anyone reports it, she has to go back.

i seriously want to cry.

i’m SO mad at myself for not just taking a chance and running and punching him, i’m so fucking pissed for not punching him when i had a chance.
i feel like a traitor.

i pray to whatever is out there that i get a chance to punish him, if only because he need to know what physical abuse feels like from a woman.

i have never seen a human as scared as she was.

i literally just held her arm, and she snapped “I’m OK, really! :)”
i didn’t say anything before she said that, i just touched her, and after she said that, she ran off as fast as she could to him.

i’m glad that i kept him from striking her, but i am on the brink of tears because i’m so mad at myself for not following them and stopping him before he reallt hurt her, no matter the physical consequences. 

Posted on February 23rd at 2:27 AM
Tagged as: personal ~ domestic abuse ~ women's rights ~

1. rawsoulandroses said: I understand the intention, but if you gave it to him hard, he’d probably be so upset at his “emasculation” that he’d probably beat her harder to restablish his sick version of power. He deserves much worse but hopefully he’ll get his
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